Wednesday, March 6, 2013

13 case of lies

.  she was starting to ask herself , uncomfortably , if she wopuld ever settle down . bob deserved stability , and she was going to have to stay put for a while .
she wasn't even sure why she had returned to tahoe . she might just as well have stayed in carmel and joines the pohlman firm , which had made her a very good offer .
and she had made one other uncomfortable discovery since returning to tahoe .
her ex- lover , paul van wagoner , and his new flame , sussan misumi , had quickly moved in together down in carmel . fair enough , since  nina had ened  it with  paul . the xchooice of susan misumi , with  her black bangs , her humorlessness  escaped nin nina  , but it  wasn't  her business  anymore to stay friendly   because thetg had  been friends before they becME LOVERS .
NINA  HD MOVE ON . SHE EWENT OUT , DANCED , ATE GOOD FOOD ,  HADA FEE UNEXPECTELYY INIMATE CONVERSATIONS . BUT SHE HAD DISCOVERED THAT SHE DIDN'T EXPECT MUCH FROM MEN AYMORE , SHE DIDN'T WANT TO TRY FOR LOVE .
that feeling had been growing in her  fore a long time  , and she sometimesd wondered  if it had something to do  with  the breakup with paul , finding  a partnere semed impossible , based on her  experiences , so she out it out of her mind .
 men and p[laces  still , the restlessness would come over her , and she's feel a need  for another  pl;ace and another man . othwer   peopke followed their  lifenes , she careend along , too fast , not  able to see her own .
 but she would always  have two constants to ground her : bob , and her work .
today , we  persevere  , she thought  . with the last gulp of coffee  threw two ibprofen  down her throat .

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